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Can you tell me what had happen?

Nowaday.
What had happen?
Family all argue.
my blog no body read oso.
I just upload and upload again.
as fool.



nvm..
'i still got fren.'
ok i think.




but.
but.
I felt something strange.
Really strange.


My fren.
Good fren.
I take she is my good fren.
She also.
But.


After exam.
Monday.
 I go skul.
say hello to her as normal.

she didnt reply me.

my classmate come too.
They so happy,
chat about them go shopping on Sunday.

they go out tgt??!
normally she will call me go too.

"why you all go out didnt call me?"
I asked.


"I duno u can go  out onot also."
she ans.

...
This ans so fake.
Bcuz b4 this even I so bz she still ask me.
even she noe I cant go out.
But I didnt ask she why,
cuz after this she st8 continue their topic.

Normally at last period 4M1 student need go science lab to gv the classroom to afternoon session.
Normally she sit bside me.
Normally we chat so many things at that time.
But on Monday.
she so quiet.
myb she moodless.
so i didnt discrub her.

After a day.
She change place.
to tat group.


NIE competition.
need make the group.
last year I grouped with her.
automatily i ask her to join me.


"them wan me join with them wor."

den me how?


after this,
anytime I talk to her,
she juz fu yan me and talk with them.

I talk to them,
they juz like dislike me.
I duno why.

Today,
Modal math
I get 78,
the teacher mark me 56.
the teacher forgot to count the whole 1 page.

After re-mark my paper,
I hold the paper,
1st person I wan share with is her.
But,
when I c her laugh face with them,
I juz pause my action and scare with other.
I don't want let her face down when I talk to her.

After last peroid,
I wish to talk to she as normally
cuz her bag is bside my bag.
But
she juz run away and didnt penuli me.


she take me not thr.


You forgot?
We chg 2gether to M1 as promise
I juz chg bcuz u.
I go M1 at tat time,
I juz know u most.
I didnt shou with other,
except u.
really.
I duno other d.
they is I in M1 only kenal more d.




I dunno.
Maybe they say something bad about me on you.
or,
you really hate me.
or,
misunderstanding?

never mind.
I just know they seem like dislike me.
maybe something wrong at middle.

But,
I really wanna know the reason.
Why you treat me so cool.
Hate me?
Just say.



QM,
Hope when you see this post
you will tell me why.
Really,
I don't want lost this friend with no reason.


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