listen to me,God.

Thanks God.

You let me birth in this wonderful world.

gave me live in this world for sixteen years.


I really felt lucky for this.


But God,

Did You know?

I'm tired for now.No, is for long time ago.


Repent for my sadness to cause people sadness.

Repent for I born here to give people bother.

Repent for my anything need to repent.


Punish me please.

Punish me to disappear from this wonderful world,

to no to defiling the beautiful world anymore.



Can or not?God.

chocolate madness

LOL
every one know me also know(i think),
I'm so so so so so like pure chocolate..aspecially the bitter pure chocolate...=)

this is 55% one,err.. too sweet.

70% but non-boxed.@@

i intro it before,76%^^

80%?!haha i love it^^

err.. didnt count as pure chocolate but its is my birthday present=P

see it? my chocolate gift in all of my 6 present =)

I know it is no cont as MADNESS in chocolate..

but i will hardworking to be one of it XD

I love pure chocolate~!!XD

LOL?

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not a special day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

lol can I just post some pic?
Coz i Lazy & dunno wanna type what ady..

Jz a fully dislike by XXX and XXX and all d ppl's birthday.

dont c the background ok?

gotta killing the cake...LOL

Gift..?lol
thx all of u^^






Yea.Thats all.

今年，

你指着书上面的某某物品，你说：“今年生日我就送给你！”

今年，

出街时我要和你合照，你说：“下次，下次一定拍！”

去年

某某比赛后，你说： “明年我们再一起参加！”

今年，

我们买了一模一样的饰品，你拍了照后在照片上加上了“友情永固！”“FRENSHIP FOREVER!”

你在部落格上写了：“愿我们的友谊不会变！”

你的部落格关了，

今年的某某比赛过了，

你和你的朋友除了两次街，拍了许多照，

你看都不想看我一眼

送你的东西你

你全数还我

逃避……是这样的吗 ？

不用装了，怎样我还是知道你想什么的。

明天我十六岁生日

你记得吗？

还是不想记起？

就这样完了吗？

以前的回忆难道真的只是幻象？

变质了。

做了两年的好朋友呢

在你心里

哪怕那早已消失得无影无终

没关系，

我

我很珍惜的友情

我相信“友谊永固”。

生日快乐，

祝我。

Am I've wrong?

I felt,
human on this world are terror,actually.

I'm so simplicity,I admit.



I'm so hurt when I knew it.
Very.

Am I've wrong?

Am I've wrong?

Am I've wrong?

whats wrong?
whats had happened?
why I am know nothing?



Its changed too fast,
everyone were hate me and leave me along.


Can I change it back?



maybe I'll never have qualification to get it.
I am fool, it's it?

HE LOVES YOU, HIS MUMMY.

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

 

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